| i have updated just for sarah, the end... lol |
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| i'll be home for good ealry march, i look foward to seeing everyone again that is still around |
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| wow been almost a year since i last updated, well just wanted to let everyone that reads this and doesn't know already i am moving home in about 3 months should be home end of feb or reall early march, coming home for good, cant wait to see everyone again, and get back to the church i miss soo very much, well everyone have a nice day |
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| well today marks my 20th birthday and i am coming home in a week should be home tuesday night i can't wait. peace:) |
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| well about 1 1/2 months till i come home i am excited yet nervous, times change people change. i am looking foward to getting this new car, i am getting a car that doesn't have an engine and putting the one out of my broken car into this, and then i will be driving it home. well my family came up this past week and it was very nice and very relaxing. it made my week since i hadn't really taken anytime off in about 9 months. we got to do alot of fun stuff and i was happy to hangout with my little brother who i miss so very much... on sunday my dad saw this church that looked nice, so we went there for church, just a small congergation but it was very nice and felt like home sitting there with my family even though it was a whole new place i have never been to before. as soon as my car gets fixed i am going to go find a church that God wants me at cause going to that church was so nice. away from base, away from all the stress. away from my worries, and only focused on God, it was a very tradtional church, still using hymn books and singing the nice old songs, it was so peacefull there, i enjoyed it very much. this week at work even though it has been a very stressful situation andvery busy and very tiring, and the 4 day weekend we were suppose to have is cancelled, i am not upset or stressed out at all, God just took all those problems away and just made me feel relaxed so far this week. things that have been making me very tempered are just not a bother any more. i feel peace... why has God done this for me, i don't deserve it, i am not loyal to him as much as i should be, i mess up to much, i need change and he is helping me. i am starting to feel like i am home again and not feeling depressed anymore. God is wonderful for everything he is doing. i just can't wait to find a church again and start getting involved again, God has had me go all through this for a reason and now i am starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel and i am starting to step out of the darkness and see what he has planned for me... maybe i am meant to be here for more than 4 years and maybe this is where God wants me. let this bemy wake up call. God has opened my eyes again. Thank you God. |
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